that makes me sad too

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hey there, haven't heard of you for quite some time. how're you doing lately?^-^

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and thank you too.

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i haven`t been able to use the pc because my dad is using it lots these days, and theres also school The bastards seem to be giving me quite the bit of homework these days It makes me sad

where is you! im lonely and need to talk to my giggle buddy

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so i herd you liek mudkips

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no, deffo pathetic.... im not all that fragile tbh, ive never broken anything. emphasis on almost. that's probably more what it seemed like to me at the time nah, she was trying to help but it didnt work and it was her wrist, you dont limp with a sprained wrist we just felt bad because she had to get all the way to london via trains but could hardly carry her suitcase....

like little shops..... not arcade games, arcades as in... i dunno, posh alleys with awesome shops in it like all the fairtrade shops, there's Buzz (where i got my docs.... i almost got another pair but then i decided perhaps not...), and oyster which sells howies clothes and yeah. im probs not selling this v. well but they're good... there's a shop that sells harps along there.... i like deer, they're so beautiful.... im not really an expert in universities tbh you try going to universities and having to sit there listening to people drone on at you about engineering and physics. dull as hell. but i have no idea what i want to do... i found one course im interested in which was photography with european studies (ie: french) where i can go abroad, except that's in falmouth which seems to be god's arseholeish.... like kinda nowhere. plus other people might have done a levels in photography whilst i'll be reliant on things ive learnt myself.... urgh i dunno. maybe after y12 i'll realise im crap at art and go off the idea....

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Pathetic?! Thats quite harsh.. I hate getting hurt, im a very fragile person Bit through your lip?! Jesus christ.. I take it she pulled you down for the fun of it then So she had to limp onto the plain with no help

What kind of shops though Usually i dont like shops, just shops with cool shirts and stuff I dont think iv ever played an arcade game i really enjoyed The country park sounds good I was walking in the middle of no where and saw a field full of deer, it was brilliant I say we probably do have student bars.. i just don't get out much.. Most of our colleges are spread throughout the citys like campuses. UCC taked up so much space in the city, its a massive school. i havnt gone to an open day before... well at least one for a college.. i really should though. I need to get more insight in what ill be doing with music. Its always good knowing what you want to do after school. Because i need to get over 200points for college to get my degree.. i have a few books full of details for a few colleges.

aww, im honoured

bikes arent so dangerous if you drive them safely... are we talking about pushbikes or motorbikes? i would NEVER ride a pushbike to school. partly because its 5 miles and the hills are steep, partly because atm the road is being resurfaced, partly because there's dodgey traffic lights on it, (partly because im lazy ) and its dangerous enough at the best of times without the added danger of being small and unnoticeable in comparison to the things that drive along there. i used to go to school on the motorbike in the summer, i just have too much to carry now.... A2 art folders dont fit in side panniers... i have a problem that my legs arent long enough so i cant get on/off properly it looks silly... but its fun. as soon as the traffic lights go i want to go for a spin. its really annoying coz the traffic lights are on the best corner on the road.... and the even more stupid thing is, the traffic lights themselves are a greater hazard than the reason they are there. it annoys me like hell so yeah... well sure they should. i mean, its an emergency service, they should be paying the firemen more not the little kids who want to wash the fire engine. thank goodness

ooh, you know all about this i dont really know much about it....i hate feeding fish, i cant stand the smell. i dont mind cleaning the tank or anything, i just hate the smell of fish food.... umm, i take it that means you've tried it well you paint it... before you put it on

probably guaranteed to be hell at some point and i very much doubt you'll be on your own your whole life.... and because she's like that to almost everyone at some point. plus i caught her smoking. and i worked hard and was good... *shrugs* lots of reasons all as stupid as the next. i think need is a work that's overused tbh.... sometimes its better to let people stand up for themselves. think about what the world would be like if *everyone* relied on violence to solve problems.... well, its almost like that anyway but you know. not really.... brecon's too far out of the way.

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"Are the blind man's eyes that search my face,
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ti'n seren

And i shall reply to all of them individually This is fin because its like im writing a book, if anyone else sent these long messages to me i wouldn't reply to them at all But its you so all is good!

Bikes are dangerous so you shouldn't drive them (happy easter by the way) It sounds cool and all but you might have an accident or something. Up to you. So while you have your exams your going to bomb up the road on a motorbike to school? Sounds hardcore In the country, jebus, i can imagine that to be foul.. All the dirty jeeps with the cranky farmers in them. Volunteering for cleaning fire truck? They're fairly big though so they shouldn't expect you to clean them for free.. Your friend fell off a fire engine Jesus.. Yeah i was joking about the westlife thing.. I hate them..

Hard water is meant to be bad for drinking because theres lots of calcium in it and soft water is good to drink, but when its too soft it can give you diarrhea. Gold fish usually dont lat that long so that is good I love feeding fish, just watching them suck in the fishfood! Fishfood tastes horible though.. It would be very sad, i was thinking that when i was making an image of it Painting the leg would be challenging yet fun..

Yeah thats very true... boys can be right ol pricks like that.. Theyd grow out of all the silly shit though. One would just have to stick a few years of hell. Ah well, ill just have to see what happens with me and the children situation, i mightnt even have children, i might be alone my whole life. Why would someone say that to you Thats not very nice.. I take it the person was well slow if they didnt get what you said I need to use violence sometimes because i can get so angry and protective of some people.. Well ill be a guy to admit it i have a snugly wugly toy! My room isnt packed though.. Maybe you could go back and buy the cuddly rabbit?

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its quite funny... coz im so dopey in the morning i'll be like "hmmmm slipknot" and then it'll be about halfway through the song and i'll be like "aaaaaargh, its slipknot" like it had only just dawned on me... im an idiot ive actually slept through one of their songs once... and not even the acousticy ones... heh, once i wasnt sure if i was awake or not so i whacked my head on the wall it hurt... surprisingly enough... i think the most funny part of that was the retarded laughs teehee seriously sounded like they were wetting themselves laughing

i've only had one proper movie night, coz its so difficult to get all my friends together. one of them lives like, 15miles away or whatever, and lives for swimming. another does athletics, the other had a bad year last year.... meh... and so we're always busy. but it was hilarious when it did happen, coz we had my sister's mates there too and i get along well with them. we have to go through selections on the dvds, and so it takes, like, half an hour to pick a dvd there's no hope in it its a guarantee you want it bad enough you'll get there.

it is, worth more than anything imo i'd hate to be hated by my kid/have a bad relationship with them. my mum got me to help with the washing up so i go down to help and just hug her because in my view that should be very helpful seriously though, if she didnt say you probably would leave it there wouldnt you? i know i would. i try my best but im not all that bothered by things being messy... i deserve being ignored in all fairness i have a bad habit of poking people... and generally being too loving coz i know it annoys them... ah dear you can guarantee i'll start speaking in welsh. i do it to anyone and everyone.

no worries sounds awesome shouldnt you hand those sorts of things in so they can be preserved?

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ah, confusing things i dont do politics... i get confused my friend had a joke about them but i forgot it :-/ that was an anticlimax sorry... i have a problem i can never remember the punchline... do not ask me anything about politics here. i havnt a clue unless someone explains it to me explicitly then i dont understand and so most people cba to do that so i stay naive forever. and they wonder why no one votes anymore... it is hilarious and extremely annoying oh will you now lovely as that would be, i dont think my parents would allow it somehow... that's the really gay thing about a) being young b) having friends online is that you know you can never meet them *sighs* ah well. i've started reading the harry potters again for a laugh.... plus its good because they mention bristol and abergavenny and the forest of dean in there and i know just where they're on about because i've been to all those places i've even met snape... um, not my fault i likes history, it teaches me the things people cant be bothered to teach me... omg, one track mind you icky tea.... it would have to be a big mug so i could froth hot chocolate in it...

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i've always skated, so going from ground to ice isnt so difficult. im not brave enough to learn to do jumps or anything though im too pathetic for that i dont like getting hurt.... once i nearly bit through my lip.... coz me n my sis had this thing about trying to find ways of going faster and faster.... so we were going so fast through the cross roads with no control whatsoever so we got stopped... so yeah, if you've rollerbladed then ice skating's easier i found... i wasnt that mean.... my friend fell, i fell over her, i got up, she pulled me down again after i'd spent about an hour holding her up *sighs* not as bad as perrine though. she'd sprained he wrist after 15mins of skating and she had to go back to france on her own the next day, we felt so guilty!

well... newport's a city and that's a shithole cardiff's not bad, that's mostly for shops though. it has the arcades and they're awesome.... i got my docs from there.... and then there's bristol which is yeah, really cool because its split into sections. that's why i like it *shrugs* its weird because you have all the shops and then you go up the hill to clifton and its all posh and then next to clifton there's ashton court which is just grand house with a country park type thing with deer in it... surely you must have student bars :-/ they're just the really modern ones with open fronts and screens to watch matches in as opposed to proper pubs... they have some stuff on campus, but a lot of unis are just integrated with the city unless its somewhere like warwick which is the uni and thats about it... i've not been to many universities, just a few with my sister. i gave up on going to open days coz i got bored... i have to start looking next year :-/ shame because i havnt got a clue what i want to do my dad keeps telling me to start ordering some prospectuses i know he's just trying to be helpful but tbh i have enough on my mind without having to remind myself i havnt a clue what i want to do with my life...

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argh! ok, im going to reply to this in separate comments because its too confusing to reply to it in one go

ooh, i've never driven anything! unless you count (push)bikes.... my plan is to learn to drive a car, then later on learn to ride a motorbike :-/ because motorbikes are awesome... i cant wait until the weather gets better because the road i go to school on has just been resurfaced and its awesome for bikes loads of bends... yeah, so if i get up early enough im gonna nag my dad into letting me go on the back of his bike coz i dont have my big A2 folder anymore. when i have my exams he's got to let me go on it... providing i get up early enough.... </ramble> yeah, so when there was the tsunami crisis me and my friends did a carwashing thing, except we live in the country so we got all these landies with mud inches thick. and it was january so yeah, we were freezing. i think they'd rather i volunteered to clean them actually my friend came in one day and goes to us "i fell off the back of a fire engine" and we just did a double take, it was so random... please tell me that was a joke.... the westlife thing...

im not sure. apparently the water in the tank was too hard which makes even less sense... they were a couple of years old though, which is pretty good for goldfish that i never fed (my parents ended up feeding them instead ) it would be very sad you'd have to get it a wooden leg.... and you'd have to paint it so that it blended

that would be sweet.... but still, im not *that* picky. it also makes the girl depended on the brother... and its got to be a pain in the arse for the brother. and violence isnt a solution for anything so yeah, its all good in theory but in practice its not really fair... and the boy gets to a stage where they dont want to have anything to do with their sister. so im not bothered i've grown out of solving things with a fight once someone threatened to give me two black eyes and a smashed up face and so i go back to her "do you already have two black eyes and a smashed up face coz it looks like it" and then legged it before she could work out what i said it was funny there aint nothing wrong with having cuddly toys i actually like it more when boys will admit to still having childish things. to me its only natural *shrugs* but then my room's packed with soft toys yesterday i found this cute cuddly toy rabbit, and she was wearing this really pretty dress and *sighs* i didnt buy her and now i regret it because she was lovely.... and i feel all guilty....

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Nah, i dont get to drive the trucks But i can drive forklifts though.. They're so easy to drive. Id love to go bombing up a field in a van! I washed a truck before.. it took me 3hours But they're huge thing, i have a picture of a Daf XF 105.510 in my gallery actually, its the best truck in the world You should ask can you take up a job of cleaning the fire engines Yeah you really shouldn't put anything past me because ill do it As i said, im crazy ! Im listening to glorious. I should do that! Iv always wanted to join westlife One of your fish dies of pneumonia?... how does that work out if you don't mind me asking The other fish sounds pretty cool... Mermaids are cool but a jesus mermaid is even better I wish i had cool fish like that Ones that swam upside down and shtuff I like saying random things which i dont mean.. like.. I wouldn't ,ind having a pet giraffe with 3 legs Awww... that would be so sad.. watching to poor fucker trying to walk I suppose thats quite very true, one doesn't have a choice in having a certain gender.. I dunno.. I suppose id like to have a boy and a girl, but the boy would have to be the older one so that when their both older the boy can look out for the girl and can kick the shit out of anyone who gives her trouble I kicked the shit out of some guy before for giving one of my friends trouble.. I have a teddy dog thing at the end of my bed still Im so sad..

I cant skate if my life depended on it.. And i did get pulled down but my brother but then i punched him in the face for the laugh.. and it was quite funny.. No one messes with me! Ha.. not really, im quite gentle really. I only went skating once.. and never agin after that because i didn't like it This bristol place sounds kinda dacent, sounds like the kinda place id like. We have nothing like that over here, the only thing we have is nice surroundings which are natural to the country. Its really weird actually because being one of the richest countries in the world we dont really do much with that money.. well in the means of making our cities really fancy and pretty like the ones in other countries. We dont have any student bars and stuff like that here.. well.. we do i think. but i dont know of them Iv heard stories. Do ye have bars, banks, restaurants, chemists, shops and all that kinda stuff in the colleges over there? Are you going to be a fancy university person so ? Lucky you Being really smart you have a lot of opportunities, and your young yet so imagine how intelligent you'll be in a few years

A Taoiseach would be like your prime minister. Hes a big fucker and we all hate him, well some like him. Hes up to no good, there was something about him getting someone putting sterling into his bank account or something like that and he denied it and is now changing his story.. But of course we take action AFTER his speech in the white house. The politicians over here are a pile of lying fuckers, i suppose they are everywhere. Tony Blair was sound though wasn't he? Well.. apart from changing to catholic.. And his theory about the weapons of mass destruction in iraq.. Ah you must admit that the original is hilarious though! If you some to Ireland next year ill give you a tour of the place, i know loads of cool places. Or i could give you pointers and you could go there with the people who youl be over with. I usualy wouldn't have time to read but reading he biography i have at the moment is kind of a thing i need to do (and im really interested in him) I need to read it because im doing a special study on it for history. Its 20% towards my history leaving cert exam. I wish i had a signed mug!!! I would drink in it soooo much.. All the tea id have..

eeeeeh... Id hate to wake up to slipknot.. Jesus.. My link in my sig is brilliant though if you haven't seen it. I love having movie nights, they're soooo good. Well it depends on what movies are being watched. I hope my time does come I do know some erotic places to take pictures though

Ah well, its important the keep the mother happy!! When mine is angry its annoying because she gets angrier over silly things. Like if i just finished a cup of tea shed say "dont leave that there!". People ignore you? thats not very nice, i wont ignore you anyway. You can have a welsh conversation with me Because dont you know, im good at the ol welsh!

Sorry about taking so long to reply, i was gone for the two days. Actually a really cool story. i went to an old abandoned house and found books from the 18hundreds! Even a hand written recipe book from 1895 Im really happy about finding them, im going to put pictures up of them and the old house soon.

Okay well I hope it encourages you

i kind of noticed it was long... i'll reply to your next note with my msn on it... i dont like putting it public no matter the fact that no one's going to read this far back anyways....

i meant more what do you do, not what exactly where you work if its truck services that doesnt mean you can drive the trucks does it? its not fair, loads of my friends have dads who have fields and give them old vans to trash up in them i want a go....i meant lazy coz i've never worked not even a paper round hehe.... i mean, i've done carwashing for charity and that's about it i want to wash the fire engines. that's another life ambition. i was just making sure coz you said you didnt mind doing weird things with your hair so i didnt really put it past you to just like, dye one whole side of your head blonde i want to have red hair what you have to do is you have to buy a white suit, and shape your fringe so it goes into curtains and you could join westlife i have no pets once i had 2 demented fish. one of them died of pneumonia *scratches head* which is a bit bizarre and then the other one kinda just sunk to the bottom and lay down on a rock like a mermaid. only after pretending to be jesus of course. it kind of died and then came back to life again my parents were all prepared to take it out of the tank and then it swam off they were slightly strange fish. they actually swam (emphasis on the swimming part, not floating) upside down and when the first fish got taken out of the tank i went upstairs so i couldnt watch, put the radio on and it was "dry your eyes mate, i know its hard to take but her mind has been made up. there's plenty more fish in the sea" ah dear. so yeah... i didnt actually want a horse, i just felt like saying it to be honest, im not that choosey about having a girl or a boy, because it isnt my choice. i'd hate to set my heart on having a girl and then have a boy because even though im sure i'd love him just as much i'd feel guilty about it. you never say things like that because you're a boy. i guess it means if you did go and tell them you love them it would mean more for it. whereas i say it about 5-10 times a day :-/ its sad in more than one way i love soft toys, they're lovely....

teehee nah, going to england's normal for me, coz i live in south east wales its easy to get there. i can skate, but i cant do much. i've only been about 6 times so i cant go backwards or anything i want to get lessons *sighs* but they're expensive enough as it is even without travelling costs. the only time i've ever fallen over was when my friend pulled me down it was so unfair Bristol is.... a city in the west of england, kind of right next to wales.... i dunno, its cool. there's the Clifton downs and Ashton court which is kinda the expensive area, which is where the Balloon Fiesta was.... and then there's Park Street which is all the cool interesting individual shops and the student bars and coffee shops (and the ice rink is around there) and then there's broadmead which is the main shopping area... its split into sections, i think that's what i like about it. nice architecture too. im considering it for uni.... except its so close to home i like theatres.... nice atmosphere. i went to see the lion king in the lyceum theatre in london and that was just WOW.....

oh yes, undoubtedly a good fantasy my fantasies we do more than just hold good conversations and believe it or not, no i didnt know that What's a Taoiseach then? i saw Tony Blair in Cardiff just before he got chucked out it was hilarious.... i've heard the original. we had to listen to both versions in music... i never want to hear either ever again.... i would never get a painted violin. totally defeats the point. anyways, my violin's so old i wouldnt dare do anything like that to it.... wow, i should be honoured then? i will come to ireland sometime.... not this year but sometime.... naaaah, the mike myers one is shit. he gets the birthdays wrong. that's why i gave up. i've seen the Cavern, where they had their first illegal drink though and i've been to Teignmouth (where they are from)... im currently reading... nothing i started reading ffrindiau gorau but then i gave up because i didnt have enough time or the patience to flick through a dictionary. and the hobbit i started reading for art and then realised i didnt have that kind of time. im not sure to be honest... i think she got a signed mug or something black holes and revelations failed me teehee aww bless.

i've done that loads of times, but seriously its not fun. well, it was fun. it was bloody hilarious actually. the balloon fiesta day i mean... i decided to have a film night 30th December... so i got about 1 hour of sleep then, and then stayed up til 2 am for new years eve, and then got up at about 7 to go visit my grandparents. i've never slept in a car properly before then.... it was surreal, i woke up to slipknot and thought "oooh, this is relaxing".... and at one point we went over a railway line and i nearly had a heart attack practice isnt it. and having the places to shoot helps a lot. your time will come....

i know.... its not fair is it. thing is the deal was that the router would go off at 11pm every night. and that's only happened about once so far.... which isnt good. so i dont really blame her. and i do love her really, i dont like making her unhappy which i think i did so today im trying to make up for it loads but i dont think its working.... i get used to talking to no one.... i get really annoying after a while on msn. so people ignore me but i continue talking hehe... bless me. i have conversations with myself in welsh because i have no one else to talk to in welsh which doesnt help......

you've completely lost me now

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thats brilliant!! I really like it! You can feel free to mess around with any of my pictures

I did a photoshop of your sunburst

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tell me what u think!

(This message is quite long and i go into a bit of a rant at the end So you dont have to reply to every detail if you dont want to. I wrote a thing at the end regarding this this here, dont skip to the end though because thatl ruin the ending Youl find out that hamster has an affair with betty.. woops.. sorry Ok im doing it again! sorry.. you will know once you come to the end of this message. im going to put this in brackets now.. for shits and giggles I should really get your msn.. Well, ill see if its ok with you first obviously! Which im doing now.. Ok for fuck sake, im going overboard sorry)

I work in DAF Truck Services, its a brilliant place to work The people in there are brilliant too. Feeling lazy is good to a certain extent Well not literally, im going to have blonde highlights through my hair, not too much of them though, juts a few. Iv realised that im going to look like some fucker out of a boy band.. Brown hair with bits of blond here and there, mainly around the fringe.. I wouldn't mind an unusual pet.. a pet pony wouldn't be too unusual though, im talking about having a pet walrus or a bear or something You might have noticed that im a very strange kid. Awwww thats cute! I wish i had a daughter.. that would be cool.. Well, maybe not at the moment, but you know what i mean! Im wanting a daughter because boys are kind of shit.. You are lovely I never say things like that because im a prick That is quite the question! Pirates are brilliant! You made the eye patch soggy by crying, Thats all sad I would hate to of had eyedrops, I had to give my first cat eye drops and she hated it. Slippery the seal?! Aww Thats all cute I have a seal teddy thing around the place..

OH right.. Sorry, i always panic over nothing, i tend to think of the worst all the time. i can't ice skate for my life.. i nearly died trying it before.. What kind of place is Bristol? Because the chances are ill probably go there if it sounds good I need someone to come with me though.. i can definitely go to London anyway with my uncle, i need to try and convince him of bringing me to Newcastle though I like theaters, they make me happy.. The first time i was in one it was a very relaxing moment

Its a good fantasy world though Hehe, i might as well be on drugs with the shit that comes out of my imagination sometimes Magic Mushrooms eh? Did you ever know that Ireland is the best country in the world for finding magic mushrooms? Thats something to be proud of! I hate our Taoiseach though, hes a piece of shit. He gave a speech in the whitehouse for st patricks day Stupid prick.. he gets paid more than George Bush too. If you dont ever want to hear mad word again then a recommend you listen to the original Really, its like a piss take. Its by Tears for Fears. Haha, i put it on just there, its a song to laugh at!! I don't like painted basses I have a wooden one Well i know all basses are wooden but the wood on mine is visible. Hey, you know, i don't leave anyone touch my bass so.. you should really come to Ireland some time actually to take pretty pictures. I wouldn't mind a Muse biography.. I didn't think or know there was any Im currently reading a Jaco Pastorius biography. She met Muse!!!! If i was in their presence i would collapse or cry or something! did she get to touch them though? I dont know how i could put my preference into order.. You see i love certain songs from each album so its hard.. But i do know that Black Holes and Revelations would be my favorite. Knight of Cydonia really does it. Id love to go to Cydonia.. I think its just some plateau on mars or something.. or its to do with the face on mars > [link]
I shall listen to it Downloading time!! Or i mean.. nothing Oh right!! That would make a lot of sense.. because if Matt got raped i would have known about it Im so slow

Oh iv been up all night before and went to bed the next day at 11pm (being up the day before since 8am) It was very hardcore.. But i was with someone all night in my room watching a movie with a big black dude in it so its alright, and we were on the red bull (bad idea, have 6each with no sleep, nearly died) I look threw your pictures lots and their so good! It makes me sad Not only that your picture are of a status i will never achieve but the fact that you've also been to such nice looking places

Whats wrong with being up? you have no school tomorrow So you should be aloud stay up until 4am But then your mum would have to stay with you, as you said your mum can sleep knowing your up. I hate my mum sometimes too Im really tired even though its only 1:40am. Its like im talking to no one though because i know you went offline agaes ago, so thats why the reply is so long and taking so long to be sent after your last one. As this is all im going to to doing tonight i might as well make the most of it and write LOADS! It must be interesting though.. It would be very sad for me if i were to get a reply from you saying "ok fuck off", After a while i might go crazy and start talking about....A brown throw on a yellow couch!!!?? Surprisingly it matches You must check out the Charles Manson paroles on youtube, they're fecking weird and scary.

What the fuck am i listening to... Metroid Prime.. Talon Overworld 2.. What the poo am i listening to that for.. its brilliant and all but its music from a game.. Why didn't i name my cat hoseradish.. or Baldric.. Or Penfold OR!!?? ..... ben That would be a nice name for a cat.. Jesus.. i wrote a bit here.. im going to add a bit in up the top of the message regarding the length and that you dont have to reply to all of this at all if you dont want to. Ok now what the fuck is playing... OH!! its overjoyed! Im not overjoyed.. i wish i was..

where do you work then? working nowhere i cant tell. god i feel lazy. what.... you're literally going to be blonde on one side??? when i went to france all i said that wasnt english was "ga i ceffyl os gwelwch yn dda" which means "can i have a pony please" coz i'd been to Llangrannog with my friend earlier that year and she had a thing about saying that now i just randomly walk up to my parents and go "maaam.... dw i'n caru ti!" which means "mum.... i love you!!" im lovely i am who doesnt love pirates, now THAT is the question god, i hated eyepatches. i really did, i just cried and cried and cried... so i'd end up with a soggy eyepatch coz i wouldnt be allowed to take it off for an hour. and also eyedrops, i kicked up a fuss about them too in the end they had to put them in at the eye hospital, and i had to hold slippery (my soft toy seal) really tight whilst they put them in... and then slippery got a sticker for being brave and helping me with my eye drops

no, we were MEANT to go to england.... but we just panicked for no reason i hate buses. i avoid them at all costs... im getting better though. i spent last summer going ice skating in Bristol (because the one in cardiff is being refurbished) and so im getting used to it. i love Bristol.... you have to go there sometime. go to the Clifton area, and Park St.... that's the best bit. i'd live there if i could london's good.... i went there a month or so ago to see Billy Elliot at the theatre... it was soooo good! i mean real good...

yes, jolly fine i tell you! you're in a fantasy world mate i thought drugs dont agree with you, what about the mushrooms? i'd probs be the most dull person in the world to him. too interested in being academically bright and not enough in being free. i didnt. i never want to hear mad world ever again. and not a clue, it was red and that's all i remember. she didnt know me, or that i did music. she probs thought i was just there. im not sure if she even knew my name.... ooh, the privilege i'd let you play my violin. i dont thik people are really that likely to break it. they be irish i only really like talk on corners or whatever it was cool. i remember doing dances to it with my sister when i was ickle good memories.... aint i the clever one. i read about 2 chapters of inside the muscle museum or whatever it was called and then gave up. i also started reading another muse biography in french but didnt get very far because the person who owned it was leaving the same week and i wasnt all that good at french then. its not fair, she's actually met muse in order of preference: absolution, showbiz, hullabaloo, origin of symmetry, black holes and revelations. absolution was the first one i heard... butterflies and hurricanes was the first song i'd heard, and fell in love with... so obviously that one will always stick with me. black holes and revelations was ruined by the crappy ending on the studio version of starlight. i was thoroughly disappointed by that. you should listen to it.... its pretty cool what they'd done with it. the rape thing was related to the vomiting blowjob :-/ and i know, you dont need to remind me bitch. and that really isnt nice....

you're gonna be tired. trust me, when i went to the balloon fiesta i was convinced it was 8pm by the time 10am came around and then my parents decided that we'd go to the mall.... and then my friend asked me to come round and so there i was walking around some pond in a forest completely out of it (that's where the picture of the pond with the trees reflected in it came from)

no worries. my mum had a right go at me just now though for being up. i hate her sometimes.

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"Are the blind man's eyes that search my face,
my friend, or foe?"

ti'n seren

I rather school over work any day.. School is bad in the way of stress but work is painfull and long.. I dunno really, i suppose they bother have equal bad sides... Well ill be half blonde soon so im goin got have to get used to being an idot 50\50 Thats kinda cool! I wish i could speak a different language!! SO then i could ask my parents questions in that language I love pirates ! Their dacent Was it a bollocks wearing eye patches?

Haha! Ye went to england, thats brilliant! I hate busses so much, i always freak out because of either missing them so then im left stranded or else i just think its the wrong one.. Im an idiot like that.. Im very bad at organising things and figuring out times for busses. One of these days im going to go all over britain! I always said that id never go to england and just go to scotland and wales but .. i really want to go to newcastle I might be going to london with my uncle, hes brilliant

That Matt is some fine man if you know what i mean Id love to be his friend... i do think everyt now and then that wed get on well together because were bother interested in crazy things.. and i take a lot of interest in space like he does. I could have a good conversation with him I listened to both the Mad Worlds today.. The original is so funny and cheesie. Theres an electronic solo in it for fuck sake. What kind of bass was it? Probably a Squire... Id let anyone handle one of them, and do all the damage they want to it. The teacher probably trusted you with it because your actualy a musician and know how to handle intruments with care and how to respect them. Id let you hold and play my bass. My mum likes the corrs.. well im not sure if she still does.. i say she does.. I love the violin. Gothic plague! Yes, i think thats it. I like all the songs on Showbiz, especially sunburn!!!!!!!! but.. i dunno.. theres just something about the album.. I prefer origin of symmetry. Hullabaloo is brilliant, Absolution is good but the songs are too short. Black Holes and Revelations is sex but theres not much play time in it Nope, deffinetly haven't heard it This rape thing seems quite interesting.. I wouldn't mind looking up some more about that! No one rapes my Matt and gets away with it!! ITs bad enough hes getting married to an italian girl! What wrong with a nice ginger hairy ugly irish girl?! Haha.. nah, their not really like that. Some are though... Jesus Christ..

Hmm.. im already awake at 3am all the time so i might try that out.. I think ill do that actually, stay up all night and wait for the perfect sunlight! Thanks for bringing that idea to my head Now i have something to do other than drink the rest of that whickey in my room I have seen some cool overcast pictures.. they always seem to be on a floodplain with fencing though ..

Sorry about the amount of time i took to reply, it takes ages with the Wii because i have to go back and forth all the time..